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JOANNE
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Monday, May 21, 2007

Happy Birthday to Joanne!!
yea..TOday it is the birth of the ultimate legend--ME.
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thx for all the presents and the cheesecake today!
really appreciated it.
it is so amazing how my life has been.
God has mould me greatly throughout these 16 yrs and i believe there is more to come!
I was praying to God in tears yesterday when he asked me,"what do u truly want for your birthday."
God searched my deepest desire and what i truly want is really my parents salvation.
there is nothing more precious than the love of God.
For the past one year, God broke me and mould me, broke me and mould me again and again.
indeed it was painful.indeed it wasn easy.even now, the persecutions i faced are not easy.
everyday i have to fight the temptations from the devil.and very guilty to say, i fell in them often. Every night as i cry before God, wondering when will he give me a way out.
I felt so guilty before God.
It's like the Song.
A thousand times i fail, still Your mercy remains.
SHould i stumble again, I am caught in your grace.

I have failed God so many times and yet God never once failed me.
even my darkest moments have turned into something beautiful by God.
It is really a process of moulding for me.
I cannot believe how much i have changed throughout the years.
I was looking through my past photos and pri skool journals(yes i kept them), and i could not stop crying. I cannot believe how God brought me to HIm.
I really thank Him for my salvation. If i haven received Christ i seriously dunno where will i be.

THis was the source of Love i was looking for
This was the Guardian i was looking for.
This was the friend i was looking for.
This was what i was looking for.

just think of it thousands of yrs ago, God alr have you on his mind.
and thousands of yrs ago God had alr set this date for me to be born.
I love God more than ever. I would never want to let go of HIm.EVER.

=) God bless